he said he's giving me 3 days to think about it. to kak louisa, baby girl pls understand my situation. he made a very big mistake. a mistake that no one has ever done to me b4. i feel to useless to him now. he deserve this treatment that iam giving. i know that if he can forgive my mistake about that incident, i should forgive him to right?. but the m istake is not the same. i am getting all to emotional now. went out. chill. went home late and walking alone. wth. emo sey. i need some reason to forgive you dear but iam not getting any. there you are still can hang out with your friends. tak tau nk balek rumah b.b to visit your parents or what. nie tak g merayap jer tau. hmm. iam werking later and still not asleep yet. wth. later work like zombie. cb. 3 days? is it enough?

thks to some people in particular on making my day special and full of laughter. chippy,thks for a great day saturday.